I had so much going through my mind all day and right before this page loaded it all just went blank.. I feel lost.. I feel numb.. I FEEL unloved.. I feel damaged.. I feel torn.. I FEEL useless.. I feel incompetent.. I feel like I'm going crazy in my head.. I feel like I HAVE to be strong and put up a brave smile..
I cried today as I got up to close my curtains.. I wanted to talk to him so badly.. I feel like he could comfort me.. I need him to comfort me.. I don't know.. I feel like it might happen again.. and I'm scared because this time I'm all alone!
I cried today as I got up to close my curtains.. I wanted to talk to him so badly.. I feel like he could comfort me.. I need him to comfort me.. I don't know.. I feel like it might happen again.. and I'm scared because this time I'm all alone!
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